// 06 — journey

How I Got Here

A path built on curiosity, consistency, and shipping real things.

2017
🖥️ curiosity

The Lab That Started Everything

Higher secondary school had a computer lab I never owned. Watching others create things on machines I didn't have at home lit something in me. I started visiting the lab, asking questions, understanding the basics — not because I had to, but because I couldn't stop wondering.

Curiosity Computer Basics Self-Learning
2018
🎓 foundation

Degree — Where Interest Became Direction

Enrolled in a degree program and things got more interesting. The deeper I went, the more I wanted to build. But the momentum was about to be interrupted by something nobody saw coming.

Programming Basics Problem Solving Computer Science
2020
🦠 setback

Corona Hit — And I Had to Drop Out

COVID moved everything online. Labs moved to screens I didn't own — no PC, no laptop. I couldn't keep up with a practical curriculum without the tools to practice. Dropping out wasn't giving up, it was surviving. But it stung.

Resilience Adaptability
2021
🎨 detour

Graphic Design — Chosen, Not Forced

Society expected a job-hopping certificate course. I chose graphic design because I was actually interested in it. While others questioned the choice, I was learning how to think visually — a skill that would later shape how I approach UI and product decisions.

Photoshop Illustrator InDesign Visual Thinking
2022
💻 turning point

First Laptop — Everything Changed

Getting my first laptop wasn't just a purchase, it was access. I went back to coding immediately — but this time skipped Turbo C++ and opened VS Code. Tried JavaScript. Something clicked. For the first time, coding felt like mine.

  • Day 1 opened VS Code
JavaScript VS Code HTML CSS
2022
⚛️ first build

First React Project — A Dish Listing App

Built my first real project in React — a dish listing app. The logic worked but the UI was rough. I struggled with design and layout. It wasn't perfect, but it was mine and it ran. That mattered more than anything.

  • 1st project shipped
React JSX Component Design
2022
🔧 discovery

MERN Stack — Found My Real Home

Tried MERN Stack almost on a whim. It clicked in a way nothing else had. I built project after project — APIs, servers, full stacks. This was where I stopped doubting and started believing I could actually do this for a living.

  • 5+ personal projects
MERN Stack Express.js REST APIs MongoDB
2022
🛡️ detour

Ethical Hacking Curiosity — A Brief Detour

Stumbled across ethical hacking while searching for opportunities. The idea fascinated me — tools like Nmap, security, penetration testing. Explored it for a while and realised this world existed alongside software.

Nmap Network Basics Security Concepts
2023
lesson

Ethical Hacking Course in Calicut — Not My Cup of Tea

Enrolled in a course in Calicut specifically for ethical hacking. Heavy fees, heavy curriculum, and an honest realization — this wasn't my path. Leaving wasn't failure, it was clarity. I knew what I didn't want, and that's just as valuable.

Self-Awareness Decision Making
2023
🤝 community

Back to MERN Stack — First Real Network

A friend recommended an institute. I went back to what I loved. This time something new happened — I found people who were just as obsessed with full stack as I was. Engineers debating architecture at lunch. Enthusiasts who stayed late not because they had to. My first real tech network was built here.

  • 12 mo intensive training
  • 6+ projects shipped
MERN Stack full stack Architecture Networking Team Collaboration
2024
🚀 professional

First Job @ Neutrinos — Better Than Expected

Everyone warned me about corporate toxicity and blame culture. I walked in nervous. Instead I found a manager and team that focused on growth. Shipped REST APIs, automated insurance policy lifecycles, and handled production incidents. The job was real, and so was the learning.

  • SDE 1 first role
  • 99.9% API uptime
MERN Stack TypeScript REST APIs Docker JWT Auth
2024
💰 milestone

First Hike — 30% When I Expected 8%

I'd been conditioned to expect the usual 8–9% corporate increment. Got 30%. It wasn't just money — it was a signal. I had been underestimating my own potential. That number made me recalibrate everything I thought I was worth.

  • 30% salary hike
  • expected increment
Self-Awareness Confidence
2025
🌍 visibility

Onsite Visit — Beyond the Casual Developer

Got selected for an onsite visit. Stepped out from behind the keyboard into real conversations with stakeholders and architects. Saw core systems and design decisions up close. Realised I wasn't just a developer executing tickets — I could understand and contribute to the bigger picture.

  • company awards
System Design Stakeholder Communication Architecture Review
2025
🔁 reflection

Feeling the Repetition — Same Loop for 2 Years

Two years in. The work started feeling familiar in the wrong way. Same patterns, same problems, same ceiling. It wasn't burnout — it was clarity. I had outgrown the loop. And recognising that was the beginning of real growth.

  • 2 yrs at same company
Self-Reflection Career Awareness
2025
🚪 decision

Resigned from Neutrinos — The Hardest Click

Made the call. Submitted the resignation. No backup offer, no guaranteed next step. Just a decision rooted in knowing I needed more than what staying could give. Some decisions are scary precisely because they're right.

Courage Decision Making
2025
🧠 upskilling

The Break — Not Rest, But Rebuilding

Took a deliberate break before jumping to the next role. Not to sleep in — but to rebuild. Deep-dived into MERN Stack internals, system design patterns, and DevOps fundamentals. Earned certifications in Docker, Kubernetes, Terraform, and Claude Code. This break is an investment.

  • 3 certifications earned
  • 2026 all issued this year
System Design MERN Stack Internals Docker Kubernetes Terraform Claude Code
2026
🎯 what's next

Looking for the Right Organisation

Not just another job. Looking for an organisation where the work is meaningful, the team is sharp, and there's real room to grow. The next step has to matter — not just pay.

Clarity Intention
2026
⚙️ present

Still Grinding

Every day. No shortcuts. The story isn't finished.

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